I am beyond blessed to have gained the work ethic of my parents and to have a mindset with insatiable desires. Just like you I've done so much in life to try and get myself headed towards the right direction. I didn't have the best grades nor did I attend college. I graduated high school and immediately joined the Marine Corps. In my six years of service I gained maturity, discipline but most importantly mentors and people who not only believed in me but knew my potential. 

I say all that to say this.

I didn't know what I wanted to do or be once I was released from the military. What I did know was that I had to put myself in position to where I was having multiple streams of income. The biggest challenge I always faced was the unfamiliarity of all these ideas I had.  So with commitment I went all in on myself to make a blueprint and reverse engineer it.